One Month

Dear Bracken,

Today is your one month birthday! Wow - where did the time go? It is already going by so fast! You have been really fussy the last few days and last night and the night before you screamed for over three hours. Something is making you not feel well and it makes me really sad. I cried with you for quite a while both days. It is ok to cry. It makes you feel better, so don't ever be ashamed of it. We have a doctor appointment today to see if we can figure out what is wrong. You look so sad and after you've been crying and you fall asleep you make sniffle sounds every few minutes while you sleep. It is so so so sad. I hope we can figure out what is wrong because it is wearing us both out! You are pretty good during the day but afternoons have been hard. This morning you have been fussy though. You don't sleep very long and you aren't eating well. I wish I knew what to do to help you and make your one month birthday better!

I know I've felt happy, sad, frustrated, miserable, sleepy, exhausted, excited, over joyed and so much more this last month, but I have enjoyed every second of it and love having you in my life!

Get feeling better soon.

Love,

Mom